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Every day I regret titling a fanfic after one of the less good CXG songs because whenever I get kudos for it, I get goddamn "Camp Kvetcher Girl" stuck in my head
#'every day' is a stretch. it's not a super popular fic#but it's f/f so lesbians desperate for fanfic be reading it#but yeah. before giving a fic a song lyric title. think of the future#i am currently a camp kvetcher girl to be fair because I'm at camp and I'm kvetching#I'm also likely quitting 😭 because of family things. but I'm hoping to return next year this is a good summer job#i just can't do this AND redacted family responsibilities#it's like hebrew school but outdoors and girl scouts instead of judaism and all day all week#so I'm qualified but tired#ANYWAY i prefer my other cxg title fics for titles#written by me
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What do I have to do to get out of here? Who do I have to beg on my knees to so I can leave?
Get me out of my house
P@yPal: twitchyjayson
Current Goal: $55/$800
#twitchy talks#commissions#donations#emergency commissions#I'm broke now with my main savings that was seperated from this#Main savings was for food and bills and essentials and since I just paid my phone bill Im now broke#Every month now that this goes on I might have to pull money towards moving out just so I can keep living here#Which sucks ass and I refuse to do but have no choice#Im so tired man I'm sorry#Didnt mean to vent in the tags#Also within this and the last post I was rejected another job#It was FOR people on the spectrum who struggle with jobs and you know why I didnt qualify?#Because I didnt live in that town#Which they didnt say that when applying#I had a whole interview and it took maybe a month before they got back to me because of two emails asking to tell me no#Devastating#Theyll at least keep me on record in case closer locations are added but????#how long would that me for even a chance of it being in my town? years?#I dont have years to wait sorry
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You're not required to share your craft or whatever, btw. It's fine to keep it all to yourself, to only share a little, to only vaguely mention it, or to talk about it constantly etc. Whatever. Do what feels right for you.
#it's also fine to look at a big can of drama worms and decide you're not gonna touch it actually even if you have experience to contribute#I've been at this shit for over 25 years and I'm so tired of the same disk horse corpse dragged out and beaten again every few weeks/months#but even with newer topics (or less fight-inducing topics) i tend to just keep my opinions and experiences to myself#because i don't feel qualified to talk about it lmao#i don't do tons of physical plane spells and stuff#i don't have rows of jars full of herbs from my garden or wherever#and all the other stereotypical witchy stuff#i don't have a shop i don't do classes (as student or teacher) i don't do group work i don't have an altar etc etc etc#honestly a lot of my workings have been in the astral or whatever you want to call the over the hedge or up/down the tree place#it doesn't help that the first 10-15 years i was practicing i ended up with a lot of people trying to tell me i was doing witchcraft wrong#so i just don't talk much about it#but i feel like there's a lot of pressure these days to share share share#and to have an opinion on everything#and that just isn't true and i think more people need to hear that it's ok to not even share that you're a witch or other kind of magic use
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sunday six (i have been writing i pinkie promise)
tags: @four-white-trees @passthroughtime @phantasy14 @overdevelopedglasses @skysquid22
all my wips are spiralling out of control. anyway here's kuwagami again
“Slow down.” Kuwana spoke over him. “And breathe. You’re panicking again.”
Yagami went quiet and did as he was told, but only because it sounded like a good idea. Breathed in, out. Kuwana listened as he did.
“It’s just me.” Kuwana told him. “Talking to me isn’t a big deal, alright? You don’t have to be like this, like you’re... scared, or something. It’s not like you.”
Yagami laughed, ringing hollow even in his own ears. “Scared?”
“Then what is it?” Kuwana prompted. “That you feel about me?”
His heart supplied the word immediately, but it caught in his throat awkwardly. He choked around it, unable to get it out. Yagami’s mouth was open, but he didn’t say it, didn’t know if he could, if he wanted to.
#sunday six#for those of you who follow the kuwagami ao3 tag: this is a continuation of terrible awful realisation#and yes you can see yagami is suffering AGAIN#i love making him have a crisis over kuwana it's funny#but even funnier is kaito and sugiura trying to help yagami with his lover's spat because kuwana refused to answer yagami's phone call#unfortunately i wrote that weeks ago so even though i think it's gold it does noooooot qualify for sunday six#i started writing this a while ago but i've only just started to steer this towards a resolution 🙏thank god!#reading this with fresh eyes though. there is some funny stuff in there if i don't say so myself. i'm excited to show it when i finish#anyway i'm getting ahead of myself.... gotta finish first.....#the aforementioned out of control wips are:#senseific (always). this fic. yuuko fic. and then a previously unmentioned yui mamiya fic#it's so hard having the biggest brain ever /jk#well i guess it's good since i can just swap projects when i get tired of one#though it feels a little bit unweldy
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it's actually, genuinely, honestly hilarious that in a fandom where popular ships include characters who are biologically related, characters with a 10+ year age gap who met when one was a teenager or even a child, and characters who have tried to kill each other, people hate on a friends-to-lovers ship with a <2 year age gap where the characters have a deep emotional bond and plenty of romantic subtext, because "they're siblings". my brother in the force they are literally not.
#i'm just saying. out of all the ships in the star war; sabine and ezra have one of the healthiest dynamics#right up there with kanera and bail and breha and obitine and maybe a few others. there are SO few 'problems' with it.#not that those 'problems' make a ship BAD when it's written well or in certain context.#just that out of all the ships to pick on; people choose THIS one?????#the one with character growth and found family and mutual respect??#the one with self-sacrifice and decades-long loyalty and obitine parallels and a jetpack chase scene????#what's there to hate???#and i would add a disclaimer about how if you dont ship them its fine as long as you dont bully but honestly?#i am so so tired of having to qualify my statements.#this is about the targeted hate. this has always been about the targeted hate.#and i don't care if someone loathes something i love as long as they they keep that loathing out of my personal space.#this has been a tag rant. thank you for reading.#btw i'm not being sarcastic about it being hilarious. it genuinely cracks me up to see people get SO hateful over this#for a reason that does not exist#as opposed to several other ships which DO IN FACT HAVE THAT OBJECTION.#like. oh my gosh. are you even listening to yourselves.#if u wanna have the don't-ship-siblings fight then puhLEEZE bring it to someone who ships siblings.#jessica's controversial star wars opinions#sabezra#(don't worry that this post is a vent because i'm getting bullied or anything. im not visible enough for that i guess lol)#it was written in humor not in hurt :)
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spell of explode all transphobes Activate
#god i'm tired fkfhdj#i just want some kind of like#Worldwide Rule where you're not allowed to talk about shit you know nothing about#like. oh you have an opinion on trans people ? how much do you know about the effects of hrt ?#can you cite an accurate statistic about the rate of detransition ? have you researched what puberty blockers are ?#have you met and talked to a transgender person before ? a psychologist who has worked with trans patients ?#can you give a broad definition of the word ''non-binary'' ? do you know what a pronoun is ? have you heard of stonewall ?#can you name even one trans man ?#fail any of those and Sorry you gotta shut up now you're not qualified for this conversation#apply to any topic. racism. the climate. palestine. fatphobia. etc#too many damn people are comfortable parading around their Terribly Uninformed takes for other dipshits to parrot and spread#like i'm sorry but if you can't even tell me what tucking is why should i listen ? why should anyone#like this isn't even in-depth understanding i'm demanding it's literally the fucking basics#at they very least. if you don't know shit. then fucking say so.#''i think __ but i'm not an expert and i could be wrong'' something like that#rather than ''I THINK __ FOR NO GOOD REASON JUST GUT FEELING AND I'LL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND''#just being louder than the people correcting your blatant misinformation doesn't fucking cut it. it shouldn't.
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In this moment, I'm not sure I want a PhD as much as I want to just lie down
#I'm preparing for my preliminary exam#some people call them qualifying exams#and holy shit i need to know so much#all i do right now is study#and i still have so much to learn#I'm so tired#phd#gradblr
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#so fucking tired. it's another month before i even find out if i qualify for a program that's supposed to help me get a job.#i still have no way to support myself moving into even the cheapest bachelor apartment#I'm so fucking tired. I'm sad. i feel exhausted.#i owe my ex over $1000. i want to pay him back so fucking badly and I'm one step removed from the sidewalk.#I'm so tired.
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Me when I see people reducing fictional women (especially woc and queer women) to The Bitch/The Mom/The Keeper Of The Braincell/The Reason Your Gay Ship Isn't Canon/The Sexy One/etc
#it should go without saying but considering the subject#op is a trans faggot who turns every female character they love into a trans femme icon te/rfs dont even THINK of interacting#anyways some of y'all are getting poked with a cattle prod soon i s2g#the takes some people on this site force upon me#this is specifically bc im soooo tired of fandoms turning women into Harpy Bitches™#or one dimensional props for the sake of a gay ship#if i see one more person Momify a fictional woman who has no maternal instinct at all#I'm gonna start biting#this is probably the closest to genuine fandom discorse i will ever post#also i am white so i dont think it's rly my place to speak about racism and misogyny in fandoms when it comes to fictional woc#but if anyone more qualified than me wants to speak on that absolutely go off bc i know it's a huge problem
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do you guys fucking hear yourselves i'm just wondering. like be fucking for real here. everyone who says that millionaires aren't rich or some other shit because of inflation and prices going up owes every homeless person who has to read this shit $3000. guess what, things are just as expensive for the filthy poors WITHOUT a million dollars, too! usually a hell of a lot more expensive in the long run, actually! the cost of living getting more expensive affects EVERYONE. a flat $1000 is almost nothing to a millionaire while being a fucking life changer for many people living in poverty! come on now.
#i am so tired of seeing this shit. i can't believe i have to say a person with millions of dollars is not fucking poor.#'ohhh millionaires aren't rich they're your allies in the same boat! it's BILLIONAIRES you should care about'#'the middle class doesn't exist anymore and people making hundreds of thousands a year are lower class now'#it all just translates to fucking Well poor people should shut up and stop complaining about people having more money! we're ALL suffering!#yeah! and the people who sleep on the streets are suffering more than the people who make 100k a year! hello!#none of this is even getting into the amount of money and power that money holds in the third world and how that's by design#bc i'm not qualified to speak on that. but you have to be a level of ignorant i cannot comprehend to believe this and i see it so often
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Manic Panic motherfucking Electric Amethyst, gets me every fucking time. You think it's gonna be purple and it's fucking blue -- why don't I throw it out? 'Cause I think "Oh I'll remember" -- NO GIMLY! YOU FUCKIN' WON'T.
#i dyed my hair and am unhappy with the results and i'm too tired to fix it tonight#but the only person in the world who has seen it is my housemate's (person he fucks with no other know qualifiers)#who showed up while he's not even here#so it's probably fine
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grrr -_-
#mine#job search updates...one of the ladies i interviewed with yesterday has scheduled a call with me on monday morning#the recruiter who helped schedule it said she's 'excited for [me] to have this call' which is a good sign i think...#but there is also bad news...2 months ago i applied for a job at my alma mater#that i was CRAZY qualified for like i met literally all the basic quals and 3/4 of the preferred quals#and the 4th one was one that would be easy to learn on the job#and it was in a department i USED TO WORK FOR AT SCHOOL LAST YEAR#so i was like ok im a shoo in. easy W. i get hired here for sure#nope. today the lady emailed me and said they're 'going with other candidates who more closely match the qualifications' or wahtever#lady? do you need an eye test? should i send you my updated resume? did you read my application at all?#fucking ridiculous...#i was gonna apply for this other job at another school today but i'm so irritated and tired and i want to write a good cover letter#bc that job pays really well lol so i'm just gonna do it on monday...who cares#zzzzzzzz
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#WELP i misread the enrollment dates for the fall quarter 😵💫#i was thinking enrollment didn't open until the end of this month so i wasn't worrying about it too much#but apparently enrollment opened at the end of july not the end of august#and the class i need to enroll in has a maximum of ten spaces#which means that now i get to be stressed about it filling up before i can scrape the cash together#have i mentioned lately how fucking exhausting and hopeless the job search has been?#so tired of submitting job applications to jobs i am qualified for and hearing absolutely nothing back#or in some cases hearing back after like two months ''we've hired another applicant'' without ever offering an interview#also i briefly thought i'd be able to apply for this one writing program scholarship#but though *i'm* eligible it turns out that it's only for journalism/novel/poetry courses#and nothing in the film/television stream of the writing program -_-#boo urns et cetera#anyway i'll figure it out somehow i just needed to do some stress venting in the tags here
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Hear No Evil
Happy Halloween!!! <3<3<3
Here's a character from a story I'm making, I might post the other characters and the story later on when it's finished but I'm not really sure when that'll be-
⚠ Do not repost my art or I will come after your kneecaps ⚠
#Creepypasta#Creepypasta art#Creepypasta Oc#I guess I'm qualifying her as a crp oc-#TW: mild gore#(it's very mild- you'd probably have to zoom to really see it)#TW: Blood#Digital art#My art#OC: Leila#what is it with me and L names#Anyways hi yes this is my favorite illustration I've done ever#so proud of the background#I could've added more details but I got kinda tired-#Leila my beloved ghost baby#I love how my first 'horror' character isn't even really horror#she's a nice lil ghost with her ghost friends- she just doesn't like getting disturbed-#also yeah don't expect much crp/horror stuff to be posted-#I like to keep my blog mostly wholesome-#this is a very rare indulgence for the spooky season
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Funny how you can’t imagine people caring about things you don’t like genocide, and the only explanation for people talking against the election is that they are psyops, and not because they are upset about how your president is helping a genocide. You stayed quiet about palestine, even though you don’t about other political issues and have been associated with zionists in the past. I’ve followed you for many years and was giving you the benefit of the doubt, but it seems like you’re blind to your own hypocrisy.
honey, you are entirely welcome to leave.
as i've stated multiple times, i'm in no way qualified to speak on palestine or israel or any of it. nothing i say contributes anything of value, especially not here.
the issues i do blog about and speak on i am well informed about with a solid understanding and ability to articulate my positions and perspective. in many cases, they're of personal experience directly, in my own life. yet this discernment is traitorous somehow, okay.
there is too much at stake for me to condone approaching the election as a single-issue matter. there's just too damn much and i'm not willing to write off preserving what we have and making what progress we can just because we can't make all of the progress yet.
wish you the best, dear, go live your life.
#call and response#Anonymous#i am so tired of all of this shit i really am#not one of the people who has decided i am an evil genocide supporter for#*checks notes* keeping my mouth shut on shit i'm not qualified to speak on with confidence#has ever once even tried talking to me one on one; as a person; in good faith with their own name to stand behind them#you don't actually care what i think or believe or support or don't#you're just outraged i'm not declaring it for all and sundry to pass a moral litmus test
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why does it take Dr Deep as someone they can see as fitting into common stereotypes for some to call a version of Eggman gay when regular Eggman has been right here being PRIME big strong handsome fat leather daddy bear material the whole goddamn time :P
#people will only see characters they can portray as more effeminate as gay and I'm tired of it y'all#signed a fag cus a lot of the time these people aren't gay themselves so I think I quality for a say in this lol#if dr deep is gay so is regular Eggman#I hope the theory of them being Eggman split into multiple is true so they can't separate his gayness from the real deal anymore hehe#*qualify. my arm is still fucked I'm not retyping that#dr eggman#eggman#dr robotnik#dr. eggman#my post#sonic prime#pride
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